December 13, 2023

Wasn’t able to get much for yesterday’s, trying to get it in for today!

Worry Journal

Very worried about getting this proof of concept done in time.
Worried that my sleep efficiency won’t be enough to give me back more time in bed.
- And just going to answer this one directly: it sucks, yeah, but I’ve shown this week that I’m capable. Running on little sleep does not feel good, but I can make it through.
Worried about hatsudate (although happy that I was able to get that started)
Moderately concerned about the solar loan all completing in time before the end of the calendar year, but that shouldn’t be a big deal.
Moderately concerned about getting my trunk fixed. Not a big deal but still really damn annoying.
Worried about my productivity at work.

The shelf looks amazing. It fits so neatly in the space, and it’s so helpful to have this extra storage.
So happy to be pain free while snowboarding still. Gotta work on the boots, but man having knees not hurt is amazing.
Continually proud of myself for the language stuff. Russian is going much slower than Japanese, but they’re both still improving.
Happy that the tea book will be arriving next week!
Optimistic that my sleep efficiency numbers have been good enough to get me some more sleep starting from tomorrow.
Looking forward to a haircut on Friday.
Looking forward to okeiko too on Saturday, which is a little surprising. I enjoy it, but I usually dread it a bit for the prep / imposter syndrome / whatever. But this time, I’m really not feeling much of that at all.
Grateful that Marty likes hanging out with me. I’ve always wanted a cat who likes to hang out with me