December 7, 2023

Worry Journal

As always, worried that this isn’t going to work out. The lack of sleep is going to be pretty fucking horrible
Worried about the interaction with Pavel. That’s going to be hard to overcome.
Worried about responding to the person. I should just do it tomorrow anyway.
A little worried about being able to make it up the mountain on Saturday, but not too worried
Worried that I’m not creating a good space for tea. But that’s an always thing.
Worried that my body isn’t what I want it to be and it’s trending downward.

We have complete waxing station now for super cheap. I’m so happy.
Kristina likes waxing! That makes me happy. I won’t need to do all the waxing lol
The vises are actually super high quality. I’ll even try moving them wider to be a little more stable.
Overall, grateful for how snowboarding has gone so far
Glad that Kristina drove back and got comfortable with my car
Glad that Arun is understanding of the whole CBTI thing
Happy about how language is going