December 4, 2023

Worry Journal

  • Somehow I don’t feel like my work productivity is good. Certainly today’s output was not good. The thing that I’ve been spending two weeks on turned out to be really simple. I’ll have to see how I improve upon it this week.
  • The sleep is getting to me. Today was really hard, and I can’t see it getting better soon.
  • I’m worried about being awake enough for the holiday party.
  • I’m worried about getting my car squeak fixed.
  • I’m worried about engaging with JASC. I need to spend more time on that email and that relationship.
  • I’m worried about keeping engaged at work cross-functionally, as compared to JS.
  • Basically back on the work stuff, I’m just very worried about imposter syndrome right now.

Gratitude Journal

  • USPS has gotten “unstuck” with snowboard boots! They’re in SF now, both boxes.
    • And now they’re out for delivery!
  • Kristina’s hair gel thing didn’t cause any damage to her hair, and she likes the hair dryer
  • My board setup feels good! And the inner right knee isn’t great, but I know how to fix it with PT
  • The tea book shipped! And it should be here kinda soon
  • Marty likes me again and spent most of today with me
  • The empanadas today were dope, even though we showed up just fifteen minutes prior